I don't know, i just don't get it. It just flow like a turbulence. Same cycle happended again, again and again. Like a spinning Crank Shaft. Do you believe someone could sleep from 2 o'clocks in the morning and then get up on 5 in the evening? Seems like i could not control how i should wake up and smell the coffee. Though i planned to get up early this morning and fixing up a view things on my workplace.
Some people lately say i am losing my sanity, though my mind say it more often. Or may be i just got overdose in watching movies like Good Will Hunting, Talented Mr.Ripley, Taking Lives or other psycho movies. This thing gladly does not bothers me at my work, but totally i am ruined my social lives out office. May be i should try to seek other friends. Living all alone indeed make me out of my mind. Drowning my self into virtual friend like Friendster does not make any better, because i dont like it anyway, it just too fakeful. Writing such thing like this sometimes help, at least i put it on the ice box not running all around in my mind.
May be i should start to write something, just write something without scenario plan because everytime i do so it all ended as a stupid thematic stories. Yeah, may be i should do that.
Any way, there is a better solution for all of this, yeah may be i should think about getting married. Hahaha, thinking of it makes me laugh. How can i be a normal husband if being a normal thinking person is still a surviving act?
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