The same railway

It's been such a long vacant time and a massive silence period beyond this. A blackened spot. A missing history. I guess it's been nearly a month i did not write anything in this Narcieves.
Coming home did not work as good as I always imagined, but I think it was just all right. At least I've done my sentences to my family. Going back from a long vacation, and guess what, I just found the fact that the train was still chasing on the top gear.
So huff,..I took my deepest breathe and start running again in those project railways. Everything goes back to where it left, loading up my brain cache to restructure all what should have to be done in the nearest day.
At the first time I opened this cerebral box, somehow I just remember the last time I met Rie. I've just imagine that may be she is staring at my page right know . Last time, when we were talking about my earlier message. About the phrase I wrote to her, the phrase that at the time i wrote it, I actually did not realize how would it mean : " loving but does not like loving, missing but does not like missing"
What i actually mean by that anyway, a little bit ironic that i just put back in the other old railway again.
Jakarta sucks..