Didn't know why, its suppose to be a blessed month, but I can't just be consistent to what i inteded to do in the earlier day. Everything just come up and messing up. And i always fall in the same dark spot. Dyon comes alive, too strong and i cannot hold him back. He is now taking control half of my mind.
Suddenly i realized i am loosing my friend, i don't have a brother anymore. Suddenly i felt i need my friend back here in my life. May be i think too high of my self. I am too proud of my self.
I even cannot remember how should i love my girl, this damn distance just ruined what i have tried to build all this years. To be honest, this thing may be the centre of that Dyons power, the contained box of the Pandora, the deadly compound of a poison. Those high concentrated Cyanide.
A saturated Cyanide.
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